Another day I think I got enough with all of this. I don’t know where the faith will lead me. When the hope getting higher day by day but with one moment it jumped into the deep, yea the hope was blown away with the wind.
The question is still I want all of this?
The hope who is keeping me still positive, the hope who is keeping me still know where I should to go. But when it gone, I don’t have any reason for stay being positive or for know where I should to go next.
Im fine but i just can’t help for all my tears. It just tears down over my face without I can handle it. I know it’s wrong for being like this but no one can help me now.
Last year I thought I could pass this day through for next time but the fact, still I couldn’t. That day when I’m too afraid for face the problem I need to take those medicine. For this time I tried to not take any medicine even everyday I realized how I too fragile to face all of this and maybe I’ll get my limit. But for now please just let me to believe once again to God. Oh GOD, only you who can I trust and rely for now. Even though I don’t know why you put me on this situation.
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